suky

Its amazing, one second im on my bed blogging the other playing the other wishing i was dead as the law teacher keeps talking about trustee accounts. I spend a good portion of my day wishing for the better part to come along and when it does its always disappointing, be it to the fact that i might over estimate what it is or it just sucks. I guess studying just takes alot of my time, well nt studying, i didnt study shit, its the time wasted at that university, funny, ppl all over the world want a college edcuation yet little punk kids like me dont appreciate it, then again it all goes to whether or not you care, i hate writing blogs, those idiots are goin to comment, that little bitch even blogged about 'people' who talk too much, well your not perfect either and im bored most of my time, for example im not spending enough time playing my guitar so for the next two days since i have a vacation i will spend 10 to 12 hours playing, i like that,wrote a couple of songs today but recorded one only, i do that sometime i make them fester a bit in my head, as it rots it gets more complicated till it becomes complete. People come and go but music stays there and everyone and anyone can play, rednecks to hippys, idiots to smart ppl they can all play that stupid instrument over and over again some real well some not so much, then again im nt great either but i dont suck, and of all those ppl the ones who get to me the most are those who think they have the divine talent to improvise on the spot like they r gods, now they exist, but there are very few of them and there are alot of ppl who r just talk and when you try to explain to them that they take offense, aprently telling ppl r u just words is offensive, im nt good but im better fast cleaner and more at ease with my instrument then they are and god knows that there are alot of stuff i still i dont knw, ppl think improvisation is somethin they r born with, thats nt always the case, most of the time patience and planning and training is required, before u can improvise u have to knw the song, if u can play a song without any mistakes with ease then u have the right to improvise but to think that u can improvise parts of hendrix's solos is like looking at god's creations and saying i like those but u can do better, who the fuck do u think u r...... and thats it for this evenings bitch, id say sumthin fancy like that other bitch but im just gonna go