the blog where IT had to write something cuz alien insisted

alien kept insisting i write a draft for the fucking blog instead of playing my guitar so fine
here it goes, i dont want to do this but he has this power called nagging like a fucking crack whore
people actually eat bulls' testicles as a delicacy, necrophilia and pedophilia are not nice, i have a problem with my left hand and i really need to go check it out, the song love? by strapping is cool so is love hate love by alice in chains

i like to characterize people into social groups, their are retards and smart people, retards hang around with other retards and smart people compete against each other, retards are lucky they orientate themselves with low self esteem and try there best to achieve a mentality of some social status that is accompanied by either jealousy, hatred, and or disgust, anger also helps.

People don't usually want to fight, in fight or flight situations many try to bring the inner alpha but fail at that, most project there own insecurities in other people, thus channeling there own emotions unto others to be able to relate to them on some level, no one gets bothered as much if i write music, cuz its basically me channeling out these little teenager feelings into riffs instead of trashing religion and people and pretty much everything that ever existed including myself lately nothing has been the same the food, sleep, guitar whatever it all is just a little bit different.

i have a thermometer that says im nt sick but i feel sick all the fucking time

what else im insecure about all of my relationships including the one i have with my own self esteem but to be fair i only question my abilities for a second or two before a little pop up message comes and reminds me of the entity that i am, i like becoming this other person i become when i play the guitar, its like being the guy who sleeps with whores instead of having or trying to have normal relationships, i dont have to worry about arranging my sentences or thoughts, i think thats what i like about my writing the most, its raw and what you see is what you get kinda thing

until a certain age i thought chicks had a penis and i didnt find them attracting at all, then i found out they actually had vaginas and suddenly my interest in them grew, earlier on alien stated we were chronic masturbators, now that might be true but we masturbate for different reason, he like other normal people be it guys or girl( yeah girls masturbate too) do it out of boredom, you wont believe the things people do out of boredom ( like creating blogs, starting wars), the reason i do it is because if i dont i get irritated easily, and the longer i don't the more irritated i get so i mark it down as a chore

really, well alien just complained about me taking my time so i'm gonna stop here, so if you learned anything from me today it is, instead of popping pills to sleep, most people just need to masturbate
( even you girls)

then i died