europe

say hello to jesus christ, isnt something i created that is associated with any specific meaning, for me its just saying hi to jesus christ, alien likes the idea of it repelling any religion extremist away, i never really saw it that way, i mean its just saying hi, its not like i said jesus is gay or cursed him and bashed about how he is fake and so is his religion. That is not what i wanted to say, i never wanted to say that people generally want the most amount of things for the least amount of effort no matter what the expense is, be it other people and there own dignity, some people want to die with dignity, i think we can only live with it, we dont really die with it.

i like girls alot, i like talking to them, some of them, who am i kidding most of them just like guys are a little ignorant which is a nice way for me to say complete idiots.

on a completely separate note, poeple nowadays dont seem to enjoy spending ther time idly doing nothing, its always gotta do this and gotta do that, ppl keep searching for a point and a purpose to fill their time between there current life objectives, which is understandable,but late at night when i go to bed i dont think about what i did today or what im gonna do tomorw, i just enjoy not having any thoughts, i dont worry about stuff, its just for a couple of seconds there right before i sleep im at a blank

some people are impossible to please, you care about them and all that but really, there is just no pleasing them, i guess it depends on the person and the resources, everyone knows that one person whose nice and all but ends up hanging out with people who are complete idiots, and in there self elsteem build up exercise they hang around with these people whether conciously or subconciously to feel better about themselves, i mean you grow and from the beginning of life, a contest brews, a beauty contest never the less, and beauty is not the main factor although it helps, its more about situational charisma, if you are the right time with the right resources things can happen, but if you like the rest of the flock wonder around buying people's magazine and wondering how those famous people live,

i used to think about being extremely rich except im psychotic, so basically i think of winning the lottery, people's first thoughts are like should i buy a house a train an island, u wna know what my first thoughts are, how much is going for taxes, how much should i give to my family and friends and finally how much to hire an accountant lawyer, financail consultant etc, is that normal, i didnt think so, eventually that day dream passed and now im left with little moments really about what happened the other day with the girls, or that teacher in class. and id day dream about different scenarios, its really all pointless but it does help me sleep.

one of my friends who is a girl just told me im the worse smooth talker in the history of smooth talkers, i honestly didnt realize in the actual process of smooth talking, i understand from a general sense its about talking is such a manner in order to please the other party for a personal gain which is usaully getting inside her pants, but although i like girls, i have no interest what so ever to get inside her pants, i can name a couple of other girls i would like to fuck but thats not the point here.

im getting bored from typing, plus the more i type the more words i have to check for mistakes and shit cuz this thing only checks for like the first 300 words. i think its better to have friends of the same sex and its for this reason, men are from mars and woman are from vagina, i mean venus...,, there is now way in hell for guys and girls to be friends the way guys are with guys and girls with girls,,, and its in this sense for me, personally i dont understand from my point of view how girls find any guy attarctive, i just dont but i do understand why other guys find chicks attractive, and why guys think girls on girls is hot,and girls on girls on girls is hotter, and how girls on girls on girls on me is very, very hot.